Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Revolving Days

My days have blurred into something new. Something different. Something rather exhausting. The days don't seem to stop now. Tasks lead to tasks and hours lead to hours and projects lead to projects and sleep leads to waking and waking leads to sleep. In the midst of all this crazy I find myself digging deeper into myself than I ever have. More is expected of me now by more people than at any point in my life. All I can say is I'm glad it's happening now and not 5 years ago. I don't know if I would have done so well if the old me had been presented with the challenges I now face daily. I am learning to lean more on God day by day. Tracie suggested we pray each morning, which helps to keep things in perspective. I remind myself daily that God put me where I am for a reason and He will keep me here as long as He needs to. I have grown these past 4.5 months into a better man. Hopefully I can continue to chip away at my short comings and, when I stop to catch my breath in some year to come, I will see a man in the mirror who inspires those around him through a live lived less ordinary.

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